This last week was a pretty interesting week! Last Friday we had a doctor's appointment with the urologist and we had a sperm analysis done. After we went to the appointment we focused on the fun weekend we had ahead of us. We went to the movies and saw ride along on Friday. Hung out with my cousin and her husband on Saturday and watched Percy Jackson Sea of Monsters. Then on Sunday we hung out with some neighbors ate some yummy food and watched another movie. So luckily the weekend flew by without much time to think about the test results.
Monday was a different story! Cody and I were really anxious to know what was going on! I went to work but it was Cody's day off so he had a long day with not much to distract him from waiting! I actually got sick at work :( so I came home about an hour early and we were just relaxing when Cody's phone rang!!! There was the doctor's name on his screen and we were excited but a little nervous! Cody and I waited anxiously while the doctor explained the results and she finally told us what we were waiting to hear... Everything was fine! Cody didn't have any problems and his numbers were normal!!! I think we were both relieved! I don't think any guy wants to hear that they are the reason their wife isn't pregnant so it was a huge load off his back!
The question now is why aren't we pregnant? As far as we can tell nothing obvious is wrong with me but if it's not him it could be me! Hopefully it won't take too long to figure that out! I have a doctor's appointment on February 4th. So hopefully I will have a better idea after that.
It's funny I feel like things can't go fast enough. I know that it will take a while for the answers to come and I thought that just the fact that we were doing something to figure this out would make me feel better. It does to a certain extent but at the same time I feel myself more impatient than I was before! I just want to fast forward to the point when we are pregnant but I know that we are going through this for a reason. I just hope that other people can relate and find comfort in my words. Fighting to become parents is one of the most frustrating thing that I have had to do in my life. I feel like it is a never ending rollercoaster of highs and lows but I know that in the end it will be worth it.
I know that we were meant to be parents. One way another it will happen. I also know that this fight is only making us stronger. I know that I am a lot stronger than when we started trying to have kids and though I have spent hours crying and just trying to understand why I had to go through this I know there is a reason. Thanks to all of you out there who are reading this! Your support means the world to me! Feel free to comment below with questions or advice, and feel free to share my words! One of the reasons that I started writing this was because my cousin shared some one else's youtube documentation of their struggle! Thanks for doing that for me cousin you are the best! Until next week... :)